Friday, March 30, 2012

My Little Secret

Where to begin?


Ok, let's get this part out... I'm NOT pregnant.


But, I thought I could have been.


Actually, that's a lie.  SIX tests told me that I wasn't.  But, I was still late.  And I am NEVER late, unless pregnant. lol.


So, for the past few weeks, I have been FREAKING OUT {that's an understatement}!  My "friend" went "missing."  I waited the appropriate few days before taking the first of a few six tests {over the course of about 2 weeks}.  


The results were not the least bit confusing.  Clear as day.  Negative.  Every time.


Then, WHAT was going on??


Of course, being the absolutely ridiculous hypochondriac that I am, I was convinced that I was either a) pregnant and the SIX tests were wrong {hey, it has happened to people before} or b)dying.  {LOL, because THOSE are the ONLY 2 options, no?!?}


I then did what I always do when I am dying sick... I called my mother.


After laughing hysterically {as usual} at my diagnosis, she told me to wait a few days and then call my Dr.


So, I waited.  And waited. And waited for what seemed like a million years, but was only a week {now 3 weeks late} and called my mom again, asking "Do I call the Dr. now?"


She said yes.


So, I made the appt. for the next day {Last Thursday} and continued waiting for something, ANYTHING to happen.


Nada.


Jason, Gwen, and I went to see Dr. P., I peed in a cup, they took blood, and still NADA.


Not pregnant.  Not dying. {whew}  But, no answers.


Now, just so you get the whole story, I was sick when "friend" was supposed to show, THEN the next week I had a UTI {let me tell you how awesome THAT is}, and these are all factors that could have made me off.  But those are reasonable answers, and as we all know, friends, when it comes to illness, I am nowhere near reasonable.  ever.


Dr. told me to wait it out, call her if it doesn't return in the next few weeks.  Oh, AND she reminded me that as I got OLDER, things like this happen and change {well, kick me while I am down, sista, OLDER was NOT was I was thinking, lol}.


Back to waiting.  And waiting.  And waiting.


I am pleased to announce that I am now officially not pregnant or dying.  Haha.


And we have resumed our normal lives.


You may be asking WHY am I PLEASED that I am not pregnant??  Here it is:


I absolutely want to be preggers by the end of 2012.  But, we have EIGHT weddings {1 down, 7 to go} this year.  One of which being VERY important to me, my brother's.  And I want this year leading up to it, to be all about him seeing as how he put up with me and my wedding planning, shower, then immediately after getting knocked up, lol, being preggo, ANOTHER shower, and the birth of his beautiful godchild.  This is HIS year.  Lol.  He deserves it.


But, just so you know, Michael...
Next year is mine. Hopefully;)


Happy Friday!  The first of our Easter celebrations begins this weekend!  Can't wait!


Here is some a lot of Friday Baby Lovin' for ya...
Bc coloring can ONLY be done in the window!

Oooooooooo!

I may be biased, but she is one BEAUTIFUL baby!

We are going to an Easter Egg Hunt today, so I busted out the Bunny Ears :)

Really, Ma?!?  MORE pics??

So sweet. 

That's mah girl!



xoxo.

7 comments:

Andrea said...

So glad it wasn't something serious!! Gwen is so stinkin cute, I love that last pic of her. Pretty, pretty girl!

Monica said...

Congrats on not being pregnant(yet) and not dying! Lol great pics she is too cute :)

Amy Powell said...

oh man that'd freak me out. but glad to hear things are as they should be for you!

Have a great weekend :)

brit said...

She's just so cute!

LOVE MELISSA:) said...

Can I laugh a little at your post- will you be mad:) I am glad you are not sick! I am not sure if you want to be pregnant now-do you? Have an awesome weekend!

Alyssa said...

Ahhh, I totally thought you were gonna say you were pregnant!! And yay for not being pregnant yet? And for hopefully having another one by the end of 2012!

Amber said...

Congrats on not being pregnant and what a close call on not being dead:)

Such precious pictures of your little bunny!